Miss calling you 'Sayang :'(

GEN TO THE TING TO THE TRIP'

 From the cable car untill the hotel room everything perfect to me :*

This! I feel like wrote about you again in my blog. Yeah! We're happy right when we're in genting for two days? Everything doing together and sumpah rindu :'(  Like I say before,we're born to shared everything together Mar :') Cewahh. But macam betul macam tak. Hahaha it's okay janji kiteorg happy. Nobody there can control us. Even looked at us pun sebab we locked our self in le room. Hikhik. Btw mama and ayah knows everything. Dia tak marah pun sebenarnya sebab tu aku pelik -___-" How come eh? My be this is called 'Pelik Bin Ajaib' that you always told me before. Hehehe *because mama sayang kau lebih. Menyampah* Okay back to our story,I feel very very safe when hold of myself with you. Only you! Idk why. What happen to me? Kau pakai bomoh siam eh? I haven feel this before until I found you in my life. Sebab tu masa kau chow tinggal aku tu aku sumpah hilang arah,mati akal,Ya Allah I really can't looked at myself masa tu Mar. Jujur. But I didn't blame you at all. Sebab you for sure have your own reason kenapa buat aku mcmtu kan? It's okay. I already forgive you. Mama pun cakap since aku kawan dengan kau I change a lot. A lot! Wooow :O How meant you to me kan? Nampak tak? But still it's okay,I don't mind if after this you lost again from me. Tkpe lah,aku redha. But only god knows what I feel. I love you from inside Mar. Dari dulu! Tak berubah sikit pun. Aku try nak benci kau tapi I can't. You are not my first pun but mcm aku cakap there're something between us'. Hope you always happy with your life and stay strong okay? Aku tahu kau boleh hidup sendiri. Aku tahu weh,and if you're reading this please,please Mar jaga diri. Control smoke tu. Tak sayang aku pun tkpe lah,fikir diri kau tu dulu. Hahaha mcm kau baca kan? Konon -.-" Tapi kau sorang je pun yang mmg tahu blog ni. Yep,dah lama tak cakap benda ni kat kau. I  love you. Easy words but hard to say. Kita selalu gaduh kan sbb aku tak reply I love you too kau. Aku malu sebenarnya :* Hahahaha