I always tell you that I can't sleep at night because of this and that but only god knows what I've been doing for the past few nights. Wallahi,I've been praying all night long asking forgiveness from Him,begging Him to make things better between us again. I know I don't have the rights to tell you what to do but I really miss the old us that we always asked each other. Ya Allah,Kenapa aku menangis ni? :'( Please remember all the things I've been reminding you ever since we first love each other, please love the walls that we've made since March 16th. I never want you to change and I never ever want you to go. Just tell me if you don't need me anymore. Tell me if you can't find the happiness with me anymore. I'll try to accept it no matter how hard it's going to be. Getting over the problems we had is just way too hard for me. Forgetting it is way harder. And I'm begging you to please give me time to forget about it. Bring back my strong self, I need it. I'm really really sorry for every single thing I do that might hurt your feelings and I'm really really sorry for everything. I just realized that I seriously can't live without you. You're the one that can make me happy and you are the one that's successfully made me feel so blessed ever since last two years. Thank you for every single thing you gave to me,thank you for the effort that you showed me,thank you for being way too faithful and loyal and thank you for everything you've done to me. I really really appreciate you. I don't know if you want to be with me forever too,so tawakal and redha is the best thing that I can do now. Again,thank you and I'm really really sorry for everything. I love you very much,from the very bottom of my heart. You're the best thing that's ever happened in my life. Thank you.
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